Friday, 20 February 2015

New Zealand so far...

I have been in New Zealand for just over a week now and I am loving every second of it. I think the Aussies will hate me for saying this but their cousin has totally bowled me over. When I leave next weekend I will definitely be leaving a piece of my heart here.

The scenery just takes your breath away and I am just captivated by the rolling hills, beautiful streams and rapids, the kind people and the twists in the road. I am just beyond enthralled at what this country has to offer...for a country it's size it sure has a lot of personality (and yes sheep!)

I just feel so relaxed and settled here and it will be hard to leave. One of the best things I have done is skydive. I did not plan on doing it at all but I was on the bus and saw a video for it. There and then I just has this urge to do the following day I threw myself out of a plane...just to see what it was like.

It was incredible.

But that's another post entirely.

I just wanted to check in and post down some of my thoughts. Although I simply cannot put into words how much this country has captivated me.

Today I am just so thankful that I get to experience everything that I am doing, seeing and meeting.

Thank you New Zealand for just being so photogenic and for opening my eyes at the beauty this world had to offer. I am one lucky girl.

Kia Ora!


Tuesday, 10 February 2015

Am I going to New Zealand?

So yeah...I leave for the airport in 2 hours and the ironing board is still out, suitcase still open and hand luggage to sort out.

You wouldn't think I am off on a 36 hour trip to New Zealand this evening would you? BUT I AM! And I really cannot wait.

My friend Oli has been in Australia the last two years working and travelling around. However, he has now decided to return home eastwards...and his next stop is New Zealand! I have always wanted to go and I thought I would take the opportunity to join him for the start of his trip.

It will be awesome to spend some time together whilst taking on lots of fun activities. We have SO MUCH planned over the next 3 weeks that my mind is boggled.
  • Hand-gliding
  • Glacier Hiking
  • Helicopter ride
  • Black water rafting
  • Seeing Hobbiton (yeah I don't mind missing that but I know Oli will enjoy it)
  • Beaching it!
I will be taking lots of photos and videos so I hope you can join me along the way. I will be posting on my twitter account @RebeccaLouiseUK and Instagram - rebeccalouiseuk. This weekend I also turned 26 - thank you so so much for all the cards, birthday wishes and just the general birthday love. It meant the world!

I had better head back to sorting out my stuff.

See you in 3 weeks!


Tuesday, 3 February 2015

Non-Existent God?

On Sunday a video circulated of Stephen Fry calling God a 'monstrous person.' He was asked that if he were to get to God's pearly gates what would he say?

His response was splendid but I bet his response also caused a lot of Christians and other people to roll their eyes and think 'here we go another God hater.'

I did think his reply was a little over the top and some of the words he used were a little misleading. However, the one thing I really resonated with was when he said 'I would not want to go to heaven, I would not want to go on in on his terms and conditions.'

I think, just then, Stephen Fry actually voiced what I have felt for years but never really had the words to say it. In any religion I do feel there is a set of 'rules' that must be achieved in order to follow a certain God or reach a specific place. If you don't then you go to hell? I guess this opens the whole good vs evil debate. I have even seen people go as far to say that Stephen Fry is Lucifer and trying to create more oppression in the world. Yet, despite that, what he says is valid though.

If there is a God, to live in this kind of world they created is frightening. And even though, we as humans haven't created this world and cannot be perfect, it still exists and the attitudes we show. So why would I want to follow a God's way of life when I die. If I don't trust the world they created in the first place?

Another thing that I enjoyed about Stephen Fry's response was that he didn't actually say there isn't a God. He just questioned what type of God there is...I have many friends who have a relationship with their God from varying religions and I LOVE seeing how it has enriched them. But I won't lie and say the world is a better place for a God to be existing and I won't say it is worse off either.

'Why should I?' he asks 'respect a capricious, mean minded, stupid God who creates a world that is so full of injustice and pain?'

It's a fair point and no-one should should they? I don't respect such a thing and never will. I have read parts of the Bible when at school. I remember that Job went through a hell of a lot of suffering and in Genesis the topic of evil existing in our world is depicted is it not? And when Jesus was nailed to the cross - a moment of pure unimaginable suffering. The people who wrote the gospel, koran etc didn't believe in the same God Stephen Fry doesn't believe in either. They believed in a God of such humility that he paid the ultimate price on the cross, to end our suffering.

For me it is something religion can never answer.

Towards the end of his, how shall I put it? His extended answer. Fry says 'It isn't just about disbelieving God, it's about about questioning what kind of God is he?'

And that's a good question. I don't believe God is this utterly evil monster that Fry makes him out to be. I genuinely believe - if he ever existed - a God of love and a God who brings unspeakable amount of comfort to times of joy and pain. Yet, the other day I was in town and a group of Christian youth workers were preaching about how we don't deserve to be forgiven. We don't deserve to walk this Earth because of our sins. And this angers me! I do deserve to walk this Earth. I am allowed to make mistakes and I don't expect to be forgiven for them. I work hard to create a better life for myself in a world that is so full of despair. So when I come to the end of my time here in this universe, I don't want my life to be reflected in a God's terms and conditions to enter heaven or hell. To me that would just devalue everything I achieved when I was alive.

Stephen Fry is not a hero for saying this and neither am I bold for stating my opinion on here either. But I do thank his honesty in being able to confront a topic that I think is swept under the carpet, for the fear of offending anyone. I don't expect criticism for this post or even people to agree, I really do not. I'm just thankful I have the freedom of speech in which to do so.


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