I promise I am still here but just been lying low since recent events. I am doing okay and I think I will share more about what is going on in my brain over time. It has been a very difficult few weeks but I am healing slowly. I don't know what the future holds for myself, let Simon and I right now. I am just not in the right headspace for big decisions. It's literally a case of getting through each day at the moment.
As I said I will share more on here the better I feel. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has shown concern and sent me lovely messages. I have really appreciated it.
In saying that I have plenty of things to look forward to. I have my sisters hen do this weekend and I am excited to dress up! I found out today I get a pay rise this October which I am so pleased about! (For those who don't know my government have frozen public sector pay for the last two years, so I have been on the same wage for quite a while!) I had my bridesmaid fitting this weekend and phew! The dress still fits. I feel a lot more comfortable wearing orange for Nic's big day. Also, last weekend I went to a chocolate factory. My friends and I visited Cadbury world near Birmingham. We got to see the evolution of the company, history about chocolate, saw the chocolate being made/wrapped/dispatched and most importantly got free chocolate!!! It was certainly worth the visit and a really nice girly day out.
Sacha, Emma, me and Becca at Caddbury World.
I think one of the most fun things that'll will happen, just need to organise it, is my blog friend Holly is moving to the UK. So that's another blog buddy I get to meet in real life!!! She comes over in a couple of days, so I really hope the nice British weather we've been having holds out for her!
Once again thank you for being around and checking in on me.